Mar. 4, 2008

Amazing Love

    My sister Ashley and I went to a mid-winter retreat at the camp where we are counselors a couple of weekends ago.  Not only was it really fun, but it was also a really powerful time of connecting with God.  I want to share some things that we did and talked about, and how God spoke to me.  Most of this will be taken out of my journal.

    "Friday night we spent 30 minutes in prayer, and that was a really powerful time.  Saturday morning we read and meditated on the sermon on the mount.  The phrases 'poor in spirit' and 'hunger and thirst for righteousness' stuck out to me the most....
    "Saturday night was the most powerful.  We did 'experiential worship' - 12 'stations' [for lack of a better word] you could go to to read verses, pray, and 'experience' things with all your senses.  It all centered around the cross.  I took communion, lit a candle to pray for others, nailed my sins into a wooden cross, prayed using incense, read about and touched a crown of thorns, and prayed and meditated by the cross."  Other things you could do included drawing a picture for God, writing poetry, etc. 
    "The place where God really spoke to me was at the crown of thorns.  The verses there were:

'And the soldiers twisted together a crown of thorns and put it on His head...Jesus then came out, wearing the crown of thorns and the purple robe.  Pilate said to them, "Behold, the Man!"'
John 19:2-5

'In the future, there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day; and not only to me, but also to all who have loved His appearing.'
2 Timothy 4:8

'Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.'
James 1:12

    "Jesus gave up His royal crown in heaven for a crown of thorns, so that we could have a crown of righteousness and life.  It is incomprehensible. 
    "I had a conversation with God while I sat there.  I asked, 'Why?  Why would You do this for me?'  Immediately He answered, 'Because I love you.'  I asked, 'But why?  Why do You love me?'  And immediately He answered, 'You're My daughter.'  But I kept on.  'But You loved me before I was your daughter.  Why?'  Immediately He said, 'I created you.  You are my creation.  Why would I not love you?'"
    Have you ever had a conversation with God like that?  Where you don't even have to wait for His answers, you can just talk to Him like you would anyone else?  It's an amazing thing.  And even more amazing is when you're struck with just how much He loves you.  No matter how many times it hits me, it's still just as amazing as before.  
    "At the big cross in the middle the verse was Colossians 1:22.  I read the verse several times, and then I went back and read the passage around it, starting at verse 13."  It's rather long, but I encourage you to read the whole thing.  The last verse (verse 22) is even more powerful when read in context with the rest of the passage, not to mention the fact that there are some really good verses in there.

"'For He rescued us from the domain of darkness, and transferred us to the kingdom of His beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.  He is the image of God, the firstborn of all creation.  For by Him all things were created, both in the heavens and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or domains or rulers or authorities - all things have been created through Him and for Him.  He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together.  He is also head of the body, the church; and He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, so that He Himself will come to have first place in everything.  For it was the Father's good pleasure for all the fullness to dwell in Him, and through Him to reconcile all things to Himself, having made peace through the blood of His cross; through Him, I say, whether things on earth or things in heaven.  And although you were formerly alienated and hostile in mind, engaged in evil deeds, yet He has now reconciled you in His fleshly body through death, in order to present you before Him holy and blameless and beyond reproach.'

    Once again, I encourage you to read this passage.  Look it up in your own Bible so it's in the language you're familiar with, and read it through very slowly, contemplating and savoring each verse.  If it's difficult to understand, read it several times, asking God to give you insight into what it means.  In other words, don't just fly through it; meditate on it.  The pastor that was speaking at the retreat told us this: read the Bible as if it were the love letter from God that it is meant to be.  If you received a love letter from your sweetheart, you wouldn't just scan over it or fly through it.  You'd savor each word, reading it again and again until you practically had it memorized. 
    To me, this passage is amazing.  "He rescued us from the domain of darkness" - does anyone else have visions of God as our knight in shining armor, coming to rescue us on a white horse?  "He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together" - Jesus is everything!  Without Him, nothing would have meaning or purpose, or even exist!  "He Himself will come to have first place in everything" - Amen!  I wait anxiously for that day!  "In order to present you before Him holy and blameless and beyond reproach" - me?  Holy and blameless?  And not only without reproach, but beyond reproach!  This is how God sees us.  Amazing.

My Lord, what love is this
That pays so dearly?
That I, the guilty one
May go free!
Amazing love, oh what sacrifice.
The Son of God given for me!
My debt He pays and my death He dies
That I might live.
That I might live!

                                   ~Graham Kendrick

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Mar. 4, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by SandBetweenMyToes
What a wonderful post.

Mama
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Mar. 4, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by SAMIAM
How did you and your dad (and I think Jacob?) get involved in reenacting? Who do you do it with, and is it possible to just do one or two events a year and not have to travel and do all of their events? And any other info would be great.

We got involved with reenacting when some friends of ours told us about it. And the people we do it with are just a bunch of different people who joined. The leaders are Mr.Miln and Mr. Bill (can't remember his last name).
And yeah. You can do as many or few events as you want really. And we've never (since we've joined) traveled farther then NC.
That's about all I can tell you. My dad's the one who knows all the stuff about it. :P

~Sami
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Mar. 6, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Bekka
Ooooh, you put a new pic on your profile. i like it. :)
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Mar. 6, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Jocelyndixon
Wow, great post Brina. : ) I am glad you shared, and you stopped by.

Whenever you comment on my blog the comments go into moderation, so I did get your comment. :)

*smiles*

MJ
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Posted by Samistestblog
I get most of them (icons) at photobucket. Some at flickr. Some I make. :)
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Mar. 8, 2008 - Great post!

Posted by SuperAngel
That is really something that you had such a wonderful conversation with God. It means a little bit more to know that you can talk to Him and then He will answer.
Thank you for your comment on my post last week. I really appreciate it and was encouraged by it!
Have a great day!!
Love, Prayers, and Blessings,
Miss Amanda
http://superangelsblog.com
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Mar. 13, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by shaiya
Hey. I am so glad my tag made you smile. J Yes we do have 20 cats and I dislike it a lot also. You see they come with the propriety and they are multiplying by the minute. We found a new tom cat yesterday. Yikes!! More babies. Argh! By the way do you happen to want any cute little kittens. LOL!

Shaiya
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Mar. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Shaiya

Hey! Hows it going???? I just wanted to tell you that I am most likely getting ready to start ballet up again. This week I have an appointment with a dance teacher to see were I am and if I will join a group class or if she will work individual with me. I am really, really, really excited. But nervous too. I did about 3 or 4 years of dance but that hasn’t been since elementary school. Well I’ll let you know how it goes. By the way next time I come visit the Suarez’s. We really should meet up. Cause don’t you live close to them???

Shaiya
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Mar. 31, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Shaiya
Thank you for your comment. I really loved it. I will be taking ballet and I go back on Thursday. I really loved last week and forgot how much I LOVE dance. So I am exictedddddddddddddddd. Yahooooooooooo! I’ve already been researching. As I need to go buy shoes and stuff.
Shaiya


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Mar. 31, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by 01charger
Hey Briana~
how are you doing? I am so sorry that i haven't been on in a while.
love your avatar,
Ashley
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Apr. 2, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Queenbrownshuga
Yes, I have had those conversations with God. I always talk to Him like I do anyone else. I love that freedom!

Girl, everytime you update, you have been somewhere. Do you ever stay at home?...lol

Have a great day!
Tirzah
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Hello, and welcome to my theater-inspired blog. My name is Briana, and I'm an 18-year-old homeschool graduate. My interests include interior design, drama, computers, reading, and dancing. I love the theatre, and I created this blog template with that love in mind. Hope you enjoy my blog!












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