Jan. 8, 2007 - Really Struggling These Days...Trying to Look Up!

I guess ya know you're doing the Lord's work...when all the ministry stuff is thriving, and your home life is depressing. 

It's been a  month since I posted, and it's just been too busy to keep up here.  I find myself so occupied with my business and the ministry (the only times I feel happy, lately) and every time I sit down to post on my blog, I just feel like I don't have anything positive to say. 

God, help my to love dh the way You need me to love him.  There are days when i just don't even like him...so loving him Your way seems so impossible.  But I know that all things are possible with you.

Lord, help my 14yos.  I just long for him to know You in a real and eternal way. 

Lord, help me to remember that You are my Hiding Place, and that I can hide in the shelter of Your wings all day.

And Lord, make me well.  The hormones are wild and I don't know why...but I'm sure I make our daily problems that much worse because of them.