Aug. 11, 2008 - Sixteen
Sixteen years ago this morning, I became a mom. A tiny beautiful girl with a very loud cry was born to us after a long night. The full moon I had been watching set, the sky turned bright pink and we were finally holding her. Jessamyn Faith. Yesterday, I as I took the blue silk bag out of my jewelry box, to pass on to her a ring that has been in my family for five generations, I saw the dried roses from the bouquet my mom brought when she was born. The first grandchild on both sides, she was welcomed with much celebration and captivated all of us. She laughs at me a little for being sentimental as she turns sixteen, but her smile says she understands. It feels like a big milestone, everything changing again.
Things that stand out to me as I look back are—well, her hair to start with! Big brown eyes looking out from under a mop of curly red hair, people would comment on it everywhere we went. She talked nonstop, loved to dance—and still does—loves pretty things, always dressing up and decorating things, cooking , reading, shopping— she still loves those too! How thrilled she was to have a brother, and then a sister. She was such a strong-willed little girl and I am so glad she has grown to balance that strength with a sweet and gentle spirit.
I have tried to treasure the moments and days, I really have, but it’s true that it goes by fast. Jessamyn is now one of my best friends. I love being with her and I like the person she is.
We celebrated with a big party for friends- a 50’s/60’s style dance party, which was really fun. Then family and friends form out of town yesterday. This morning she takes her driving test and we prepare for more independence. We will make homemade pasta and eat leftover cake tonight. Sixteen, whether I’m ready or not, here it is and I pray it will be a great year for her and I am so thankful to love this girl!!
Comments
Aug. 11, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Rebeca
I can hardly believe it. She really has grown into such a lovely woman. Young woman? I like her. And she gives me hope for other stubborn and willful kids I know!
Happy, happy birthday to her!
Beca
Aug. 18, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Anonymous
That almost made me weepy. It's all happening so fast and I know my Tyler isn't far behind. Whew!
I appreciated how you touched on so much in such an eloquent way in this tribute to Jessamyn.
