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Aug. 16, 2006
Worship through Lament

Posted in Church God Faith

 

Our pastor had a minor medical procedure today, so Jason preached tonight.  What he did was invite the adults to the youth worship service, Consuming Fire.

 I wanted to be there, so I took the older kids, and my friend also wanted to be there, so we took the nursery kids as well.  (There were two 3 year olds, two 4 year olds, and a 5 year old.  In addition to the 7 older children and a dozen or more teenagers.) 

He opened with a prayer:

Prayer for Worship


Our God,

Maker of our hearts,

We come,

makers of walls.


We walk in a crowd

and carry our walls with us:

white lies and protective fronts

used to wall each other out,

and to wall ourselves in.


Sometimes we are a church of walls;

bringing in only those we choose.

No scaling our walls allowed

by those who did not help build them.


At times we look at a mirror,

separated by a wall from our own reflection.

Stout defenses our hearts erect

against knowing our own darkness.


O God,

Maker of our hearts,

Who brought down the wall of Jericho,

Who tore the veil in two,

Who destroyed the wall of hostility

dividing humanity,

bring Your holy wrecking ball

into this place.

Let no wall stand

between Your truth and our hearts.


May we see you

that we may see ourselves.


Then may we,

our walls knocked down,

be built up into You.


Amen.



We sang Heart of Worship and then he preached on worship through lament.  (Job 1:20-21  After his servants came and told him that he had lost everything:
20 Then Job arose, and tore his robe, and shaved his head, and fell down on the ground, and worshiped.

21 He said, "Naked I came out of my mother's womb, and naked shall I return there. Yahweh gave, and Yahweh has taken away. Blessed be the name of Yahweh.")

He explained how we often get things out of order.  Something devastating happens, we wait for God to fix things and then we praise Him.  But in Job, the bad happens and he worships Him right then and there.  Same thing for David when he and Bathsheba lose their son. 

He invited us to go to God with our sorrow and worship Him in the midst of it.  He read the words for Praise You in this Storm, and then he played Come to Jesus by Chris Rice.  During this time, he invited us to come and "ash" ourselves as a sign of mourning.  (Not a regular thing among Baptists, unlike other denominations.)  We closed with Blessed be Your Name, Breathe, We Are Hungry and then How Great Is Our God.

I am not doing the service justice in my explanation, but it was very meaningful.  I sat with the nursery kids and so I was not able to be completely lost in it, but I enjoyed it all the same, and it has given me something to think about this week. 

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Aug. 17, 2006 - Nice to meet you, too!

Posted by SarahLynne


In response to your comment on my blog: Yes, we just started this week. We got done with lesson 2 tonight, but I haven't made our time line yet....I'm avoiding doing it! I just finished writing about my experience from tonight on the blog if you're interested. :) I just love it when the kids are having fun!! I think I'm going to really like it!


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Aug. 17, 2006 - Wow

Posted by rebecca



Hey Leslie,

That worship service sounds so awesome. You know, as we have been studying Ruth (and I will keep the book you mentioned on the back burner, as I am still getting over the one I told you about. Whew! I'm still processing!), it is interesting that she doesn't exactly praise God in her storm, but she doesn't leave Him, either. She was really open and honest about her feelings and about how empty she felt--she was so full of grief--and just as it hurts sometimes to praise Him in the storm (although it is very comforting as well), what I really have come to admire about Naomi is that she was honest through the storm. I have a terrible tendency toward pride, and there have been times when I am hurting or even mad at God, that I will stuff those feelings, give Him the silent treatment and then act like everything is OK. Don't you think that Naomi's honesty was also a form a praise? Because she turned toward home (Israel) and she still trusted Him--even though she was terribly disappointed and grieved about how things had turned out.


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