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Every situation is my learning experience. Everyday I learn what it is to be more of a Godly young lady. Everyday I learn what I need to work on.
One of my learning experiences...
My good friend, Mrs. Y, gets to go to Smallville. That's the good part. The bad part is, I can't go. When she told me, I was so happy she gets to go, but was sad I couldn't. After thinking on it and mulling it over I started to tear up a bit, cause I wanted to go so bad. Note to self: Don't mull over things. It doesn't help anything.
I am sending her some stuff to get signed: calendars, one of my Smallville dvd sets, a custom made t-shirt from Joe. I hope I get to go next year, since its that last season they will be doing.
I first saw Smallville on February 25th, 2004. A friend of our family, who is all into superheros and comics, lent us the first season because he thought we would like it. We watched almost the whole season that day. Everyone, but me, was sick. Ever since, I have been a faithful fan of Smallville.
I met Mrs. Y in September of last year, when I posted about watching all 5 seasons before the sixth season started. She left me a really cool comment and told me if I ever wanted to, she had a brother who worked for Smallville and would be happy to take me to the set sometime. You can ask Mom, but I was in hysterics for the better part of a week. That was just the craziest thing that had ever happened to me.
So for about a year, I have been dreaming, dreaming mind you, about going to Smallville. So this is kinda a letdown, because I want to go so bad. But I know there is no possible way for me to go now. I am ok with it. God has something else planned for me besides going to Smallville. And Mom doesn't really want me to go anyway. Hopefully I can go next year before Smallville ends forever.
There are some things I have been thinking about since I have found this out. Things like being content, following God's plan, trusting God, not putting material things before what is important.
I need to be content with what God decides about this. If I don't get to go ever, then I have to be content with the fact that God knows whats best for me. That there is something bigger He wants to give me.
I need to follow God's plans, not make my own. He knows about the future, what decisions need to be made or not made.
I am trusting Him with the desires of my heart. I am trusting His plans. I am trusting Him with my life.
I need to make sure that I am not putting going to Smallville before the other important things in my life. I need to make sure its not the center of my life.
And a thought from my Mom as she was reading this… Does God want me to go?? I mean, yeah, its really cool that I could go and meet everyone from Smallville, but is that what God wants me to do?? I mean, yeah it would be really cool to go and meet everyone, but is that what God wants me to do?? Probably not. They are not Christians, and I shouldn’t be gaga over meeting them. They are just people.
I have a long way to go in this journey of life. This is just one step. I hope I can complete it with flying colors, but that means I need to work harder on my rough spots.
P.S. For all my Smallville Fan friends... Smallville season 7 starts September 27th. Smallville season 6 comes out on dvd on September 19th. I am so excited!!
P.S. 2: I have started a Homeschool Seniors 2008 blog. If you are interested in joining and are a 2008 senior, go over there and take a look at what we will be doing and what to do.
As Always,
Thanks for stopping by "Daily" at the "Planet"!!
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