In the great darkness a voice call’s to me, how…how does it know my name? How I know my name? What am I, who am I, where am I? The voice calls to me again. “Lucifer, awaken and open your eyes come and stand before your creator.” My creator…why would I stand before him? And yet how can I not?  

The being called again, Lucifer stands and go’s before the one called his creator; he opens his eyes and falls to the ground slightly blinded. But how can that be, it’s in the darkness there is nothing that can blind you here, is there? He opens his eyes again but looks not towards his creator, his eyes stair down where he lays. He can see the ground and his trembling hands, but how, there is no light. This causes him to ask, to speak to his creator. “How is it you know me? And why can my eyes not look upon you without pain there is no light and still I see, but You I cannot look upon?” His creator answered him “You are my creation; I made you and gave you your gifts. You are to be the leader of your brothers and sister, who I am about to make. You will be the one who sees me create all things. You will be the leader of the great hosts of my Angels. Are you ready to see the light?”

The words he said hit my ears and my mind rang with pleaser, to know that I was to be the creator number two man was more then I could dream of. I hesitated for instant and heard the creator say “Let there be Light!” and the darkness was gone and I looked upon my creator, and he was beautiful. Everything about him was magnificent, holy and perfect. He looked down at me and said “You can look upon me now for the light has touched you. Know that there is no darkness where I am and I am everywhere. You could see before you saw light because I am here. No matter where you go I am there and you will see.” The words went to not only my mind but also entered my heart and soul. These words I knew would be with me forever.

The creator spoke again and said “come Lucifer, come see the creation I am about to make.” So I his first creation went to him, he put an arm on my shoulder I was filed great excitement but at the same time I was terrified for I knew his power was great. The creator spoke again “The light I have made comes from me and I will also let there be darkness, not the darkness there was before, for there now can be not that darkness as long as I am where things are. But this darkness will be the absence of the light that comes from me.” The light went away but still I could see perfectly fine. This is the end of the day the creator began his creation.

I spoke to my creator again asking “So I am Lucifer…and I am to be the leader of what, for there is nothing but you and me?” “You will see your brothers and sisters when the light, the light that is day comes again. For the darkness is night and it will come after the light to bring forth the light again.” The creator paused, then contended “at the beginning of the next day you will see the ones you will lead, and you will name them and I give it to you to tell them what their jobs will be.”  These words my creator said hit me so hard I fell to the ground. I lay there staring up at the creator open mouthed, wide eyed with a tingeing sensation running through my whole body. The creator was giving me such a great responsibility, how…how could I live up to what he has planned for me? I stumbled for words “I…I….I don’t know what to say, how am I to know how to complete this great task? What if I give one the wrong job and destroy your great plans? How can I do such a thing?” The creator knelt down put one hand a on my shoulder and the other under my chin, and he spoke so softly and lovingly with the greatest hope in his eyes. “You will know for I have made you for this, when you are with me you will do great things. I will work through your hands and from your mouth will come my wisdom and authority, and all will know that you are mine. In me you can do no wrong, you will lead the way for all my creation, from your example they will follow.  I have faith in you; all you need is to have faith in me.”

As He ended I found that He had lifted me from the ground and He was carrying me through the vast space that was to be His creation. We talked for the longest time though it seemed like just an instant, but as we finished the night was over and the new day had begun. So the creator looked at the vast space, and said “Let there be a firmament between the waters to divide the waters from the waters.” And as he spoke the waters divided, “what shall we call this space between the waters?” I asked the creator. He smiled and said “what would you call it?” My heart leaped and my soul was lifted so high, a felling of pride came over me. The creator wanted to know what I would call his creation…then another feeling swept over me; how could I name something so great, something the great creator has made? “I can’t think of any word to tell how great your creation is…you bless me so much by even asking what I would call something of yours.” The creators smile widened and he began to laugh. “Perhaps I have asked more than you think you can handle, but soon you will really know what you can do. Remember I have faith in you, all you need is to have your faith in me.”

Again those words that fill me with such hope and encouragement, I really do feel as though I can do all things through Him, my creator. This time when He says it I feel as though I have let Him down, that He thinks I don’t trust what He has told me, but do I?

My creator looked at me, as if what I was thinking was plainly visible to Him. He said to me;”Why are you fearful that you disappoint me? I have given you all you need to fulfill all that is planned for you. There is nothings I want you to do that you aren’t ready for. The only thing you need now is to believe that yourself. You will not let me down if you try to do what I set before you, for when you try to do my will you will secede. You have all you need to complete all your works in you, for I am in and with you.”

These words lifted me yet high then I’ve been. Knowing that He is here helping me do His works makes me wonder how I ever doubted I could do it. With Him in me and working through me how can I fail, for there is no frailer in the creator of all things. “I am ready for the task you lay before me, tell me what is to be done, and for you I will complete it.” My creators look was so soothing, and his words still more; “You are ready for your task, and I know you will make me prod. Here look as I create you brothers and sisters.”

It seemed as though he was waiting for me to see his persons in me to start this new creation. As if He wanted me to know I was ready before letting me do my work. He of course knew I was ready and could do it, but He still let me see it before having me do it. I know I will not fail, He is my guide, I can’t.