I find myself posting here about once a month. For a long time now, I have called this my "thinking blog," and my other blog my "crafty" blog, the one where I post photos and day-to-day happenings. Since I tend to make myself feel guilty 29 days a month because I’m not posting here, I’m going to make a trial move to using just one blog for awhile.

If I find I’m "thinking" more often, I may come back here. But of course, I can "think" anywhere, right?

So, if you want to find me, thinking or not, go on over <a href="http://rainbowcottage.blogspot.com/>here.</a>

Tea.

"She heard the girl above [upstairs] singing as she clattered about the ancient floorboards. Miss Clare washed the cups and saucers carefully in the silky rainwater, and dried them lovingly with a linen cloth that was thin but snowy-white."

       –Miss Read, Storm in the Village, p.95

I love reading books by Miss Read. If you don’t know her writing, it is set in a small English village. The first book, Miss Read, was written in 1955. These books slow me down, and put me in a place I don’t think the world will ever see again. Just the concept of "tea." The cups and saucers in the scene above are, of course, from Tea.

I can’t imagine stopping things in the middle of the afternoon, for tea. Of course I have my cup of coffee about 3 p.m., but it often comes with me, in a travel mug, as I pick up the kids from school. Even if I am not strictly "on the run," I’m drinking it between changing laundry loads and starting supper. Not so the people in this village. Tea is an event. Often shared with a friend. Accompanied by some tasty treat. Conversation. Thinking. Relaxing.

I thought of this after seeing a commercial for "Wear Red for Heart" month. Heart disease is the number one killer of women. It was not always so. Men, yes. But women? Not until more recently.

We have, for decades, had appliances to make our physical work easier. But life in the late 20th and early 21st centuries has replaced the hard work we used to have to do, with stress. Stress causes a small but steady stream of adrenaline to be produced in our body. This was never meant to be: adrenaline was designed for times of emergency, like the drawing in my fifth-grade science book of the lady lifting the car that fell on her husband in order to save his life. "Adrenaline." the caption read. And what does this steady stream of adrenaline produce in our bodies?  A steady stream of Cholesterol.

We have glorified the idea of "multi-tasking" so much that we feel guilty if we just sit down to think. I’m as guilty as anyone. I always take a book or some hand-sewing with me, everywhere. "Redeeming the time," I call it.

Hmmm. I wonder if my time would be better redeemed, if I used some of it to slow down, empty out, refresh.

Wouldn’t you love to wash your tea dishes with silky rainwater, and dry them with a thin-but-snowy-white linen cloth? I’ll bet Miss Clare took even that time to think lovely thoughts (except for the day that her lodger was clanging around upstairs, that is!).

I wonder if I can find some time today to think lovely thoughts?

Wow. That doesn’t sound very pleasant, does it? "living under a cloud." I think of "living under a cloud of suspicion;" maybe there are other sayings, as well. But the cloud Charming and I have been living under is a very different animal indeed.

The 9th chapter of Numbers, beginning in verse 15, talks about the Cloud that settled over the Tabernacle in the wilderness. This is the cloud that signified the presence of the Lord. Among other things, it signified when the nation of Israel was to get up and move on from wherever they had camped. "Whenever the cloud lifted from above the Tent, the Israelites set out; wherever the cloud settled, the Israelites encamped." (v.17)

I love verse 22:

Whether the cloud stayed over the tabernacle for two days or a month or a year, the Israelites would remain in camp and not set out; but when it lifted, they would set out.

It has been almost eight months since Charming lost his job. Had I known when this journey began that we would still be "encamped" in this place, I would have been much more fearful than I am. I have learned once again about the provision of the Lord. I have learned (begun to learn…) not to worry so much about things that don’t matter. And I have broken the fast food habit!

Several times, I have told the Lord, "if I only knew how long we’ll be in this place, I could plan better." Of course, He didn’t answer me. I learned to accept that this is a Learning Place for me. Charming likened it to a dense fog. You could only see far enough ahead for a step or two. So, of necessity, you could only take a step or two before waiting some more.

We all know in our heads that Waiting and Learning are not bad things. They grow us, mature us. And now it looks like the time may be near that the Cloud is going to rise, and we’ll be moving on. Today Charming has a third interview with a company. Already had the background check, and all that stuff they don’t bother to pay for if they aren’t planning to use you. Still, until that Magic Offer comes, we’re still Waiting.

But you know what else comes with that Cloud thing? While the cloud is sitting over the tabernacle, the Israelites knew that the presence of God was with them. They were Never. Alone.

What a very, very comforting thought. How He has proven His promise to me: "I will never leave you or forsake you."

"Whether the cloud stayed over the tabernacle for two days or a month or a year." Lord, thank You for Staying.

mnemonics–something intended to assist the memory, as a verse or formula. from the Greek mnemonikos–of, relating to memory.

First of all, let me say that any word that begins with the two-consonant sequence mn is cooler-than-cool.

As my children have grown up, they have learned a number of mnemonic devices that I was not privileged to have. Now, I may know more than I can bring to mind at the moment, but the one that comes to mind is the music staff: Every Good Boy Does Fine, or its (in my opinion) better version Every Good Boy Deserves Fudge. The spaces on the music staff, of course, were filled with F.A.C.E. I also learned the four directions that way: NEWS-north, east, west, and south.

I was required to memorize the planets. I was surprised to learn, in the 80′s, that there was a mnemonic for the solar system: My Very Excellent Mother Just Served Us Nine Pizzas. Of course, poor Pluto has been shunned, and now our Very Excellent Mother serves us Nachos. Nachos were not around when I was in grade school, and pizza was something made only by my Italian neighbor, or in a box by Chef Boy-ar-dee. (Pizza Hut did not arrive in my town until I was a senior in high school.)

The 90′s brought to my attention Mr. Roy G. Biv, the inventor, it seems, of the rainbow (or the color spectrum, as it was known in science). Red-Orange-Yellow-Green-Blue-Indigo-Violet. Hmmm. a tad easier than trying to picture it in my mind.

Nowadays, I hear about another man, Mr.Clif Brohn. He is the guy who decided which chemical elements should exist as a 2-atom molecule in their default setting: Cl, I, F, Br, O, H, and N (that is Chlorine, Iodine, Fluorine, Bromine, Oxygen, Hydrogen, and Nitrogen.) Oh, how much easier chemistry would have been, if I and Mr. Brohn had been introduced!

Of course, we make mnemonics up for ourselves, as well. After all, they are designed to be "helps" for our memory. In the 90′s, Charming and I told everybody our Yuppie Names were Kip and Babs. When it came time to decide an email address, that came to mind. When I typed it out, *kipnbabs*, I noticed that those could be the initials for most of our family. Add a *jr* to the mix, and there you had it, so that became our first family email address.

Mnemonics don’t have to be a word, however. In sixth grade, Violet learned both the Presidents of the United States, and the states and capitals, using a song made up by her teacher, to the tune of a mixed up Jeopardy and Wizard of Oz medley. She taught us the president’s song, which I can still sing to you today (only it stopped with Ronnie Reagan, so I have to add some to the end). I only wish I had learned the States song.

And how many scriptures do you know, because they have been put to music? I’m sure you know dozens, possibly. Here is one you don’t know. Charming put this verse to music to prove that he could–it is a verse that may be difficult to memorize outside of music:

"He died for all that those who live might no longer live for themselves, but for Him who died for them and was raised again."

See? I wrote that lickety-split from memory, but I confess, I sang the song while I typed it.

Why don’t you try to recall a few of those verses-set-to-music today?

Mnemonics. Beautiful things. Just wish I had known a few more in grade school…

Well, it’s been awhile, hasn’t it? What a weird, six-plus months since Charming lost his job. I had hoped it wouldn’t be a journey this long, you know?

OF COURSE, God has provided, as He always does. As He has promised. As His character dictates. We still have food and lights and heat. And even internet. But I am looking forward to the time our bills are paid on time, and we have a plan "in place" to get out of debt, which is our "heart’s desire."

The Lord has taken us many places in this journey. At first, it was a little scary. Breaking the habits of a lifetime of sloppy spending took a little time, but we have accomplished it. Every dollar is weighed. Sometimes we even have a "pros and cons" list to decide where it will be best used. Fast food is not just an easy answer to a busy afternoon. We may have leftovers from a meal, but they never get so old that they are thrown away. It’s a Good Thing.

In five months, Charming had only two interviews. In the past two weeks, he has had three. There will be an end to this, Sometime. Nobody stays unemployed forever, after all.

Very lately, I’ve been a tad discouraged. Maybe weary is a better word. I seem to be in a "holding pattern" where I’m just surviving. At times in this journey, I’ve discovered jewels in God’s word. I’ve felt that the Lord had something for me to learn, and, by golly, I was learning! But sometimes He leads us to a desert place. Not exactly a Dark Night of the Soul or anything (at least this time!) but someplace Dry. Windy. Lookin’ like it will go on Forever.

Yesterday I had the thought, "just what is God doing?" And the answer immediately came to me: He is doing His best for me.

His Best. That is what He always does. In every situation, for every person. That is His only way–He doesn’t have a good, better, best plan. Only the Best plan, always. And doesn’t that make sense? Why would the Creator of the universe waste time with anything other than Best? Didn’t He plan the earth and the heavens? They are perfect in their design for us. We’re the ones who introduced sin into the equation.

You know how the pastor will say "God is good!" and we respond "all the time!" Do we believe it?

When Forget-me-not had had her driver’s license only a few months, she took four of her friends to the mall to get t-shirts for a school event. She rear-ended a car in front of her which had braked suddenly. I picked up all of the kids, and took them home one-by-one. I told the first and second parents I spoke to the same thing: God was good; there was no one hurt.  After that, the Lord gently rebuked me. He said, "I would be "good" if all of the children had died."

Wow.

How many people have you known that have gone through a crisis and said this: "I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy, but I wouldn’t trade what the Lord has taught me through it for a million dollars." I’ll bet you’ve said that, as well. That is because He is giving you His best plan, always.

God gave His best when He gave us His Son. The magnitude of the sacrifice in Jesus coming to earth as a human, then giving up His life so that we could be reconciled to God, when we messed up the thing to begin with? Unbelievable. Unspeakable.

So as this Christmas approaches, that’s what I’m thinking about.

"Thanks be unto God for His unspeakable gift."

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