I am in a very random mood.

  Example: About twenty minutes ago I had the strangest urge to clean. Yeah. CLEAN! So I did. The kitchen, living room, and my bed room are now sparkling.

  But then, about ten minutes ago, I got a case of lethargy. I was suddenly too lazy to do anything but sit. SO i read Harry Potter.

  After three pages, i found I was too restless to read. So I got online.

  Now I'm listening to Phantom of the Opera and want to just kick off my shoes and dance.

  Wow. That sounds so WEIRD. Even to me.

The day before yesterday I was strangely depressed. Okay, so not strangely- I mean, I have clinical depression. (maybe that's why I'm being so weird. I swear I need some drugs or something cuz this is crazy!!)  

  Anyway, after school, I went to hang out with Smileigh. We looked up this thing, AMTC, that's coming to the Springs tomorrow. It's a christian talent company, and they're having an audition for models, dancers, singers, and actors ages 4 and up. We were going to register, but then we saw the videos of other auditioners- and they're freaking GOOD. Like the singers had to've had a life-long voice training coach. The dancers? INTENSE classical ballet training, among other things.

  So we backed out. They said in the advertisements that they're open to anyone and everyone- but there's no way I'm going to stand up there and make a fool outta myself. You know?    

   Slightly depressed, Sam and I went our seperate ways- I went to the library for the first time in at least a month and a half (her mom gave me a ride. Not having a car does put a cramp in your library trips) and Sammi went to her Hip Hop class.

  Later that afternoon we hung out again, but at my house this time. For a little bit we watched the movie my sister was watching for the third time, but then we got bored and decided to walk up to Loaf 'n Jug.

  Once there we got a pint of Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough ice cream and a fountain drink with two straws. I would have forgotten completely about choir practice if my mom hadn't called my cell phone all in a flutter cuz I was late.

So we jogged back to my house to grab my music and then walked down the street to the church. I was exactly a half an hour late, so everyone else was up on stage and I felt so AWKWARD squeezing past everyone to get to my seat in the soprano's section. 

  After it was over, Sam and I started coreographing the dance we've both had in our heads for the past couple of weeks. It's to Never Too Late by Three Days Grace. Just listening to that song made me feel like I'm about to cry, and I don't know why. I mean, out of all their songs, it's probably one of the least depressing ones. Okay, so not really but it's better than Pain, or Home.

Wednesday  (yesterday) I was alternately pensive and hyper. It snowed, by the way. On Tuesday the temperature reached almost 70. But yesterday a cold wind started blowing some clouds in, and before you know it, snow was a'comin' down. Ugh. I hate cold and wet.

  Anywho. Leopardlover came over for a little bit so we could do our Enrichment homework. We're doing "the Cost of Living" :(. It's where we have to figure out how much it costs to live in the adult world- we have to figure the prices of food, clothing, rent/house payment, gas, utilities, and telephones, just to name a few. I swear, I'm gonna live at home!! haha.

  Since it was snowing so hard, we called Lionsglory to see if he could pick us up, and so went with him to youth group. basically we stayed there for a half an hour, then walked over to the main church building for childcare. Our church does this thing called "The House of Prayer" every Wednesday night, and Em and I watch the kiddies. We only had five, which was pretty good, considering the nine we had last time. :P Emily and I had a slight row over who would hold baby Ava, though.. LOL

  I went back over to the Youth Home around 7 to do worship with our newbie, Dakota. He has a really deep voice for an eighth grader, and can play the guitar really well. :) 

  Because our worship leader, Christian, is graduating at the end of this semester, we're trying to integrate more people in. Dakota and I will be taking Christian's place this summer, so we've been singing together as much as we can. He actually sang one of his own songs for the closing song- it's WOW good! haha.

  It was still snowing heavily that night, so Em's momma cancelled Enrichment for today. I wasn't too disappointed. Jadon wasn't gonna be there anyway, and without him it just isn't interesting :).   

  Well, that's it for now. I'm so restless. Ugh. I need to move..

 See ya!

~Allie~