Jan. 30, 2007
Learning to love my children
Posted in Spiritual Life
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The last few weeks have been a time of learning. We have had some rough nights, and almost as many rough days as our home has been a little unsettled. There have been fears and nightmares. I am so thankful that I have read books like the Bondage Breaker, and other Neil Anderson teachings as we have needed them. This is all to say, God has challenged me again about loving my children. I know how much I love my children, they are my treasure, they are precious to me. But, going through toughtimes with them has shown me where I have failed as a parent, and where I and my precious husband need to step up to the plate more. Last week we recieved the latest Focus on the Family magazine and the letter from Dr. Dobson was about this very thing. How timely our God is :) I am a hugger, but I was told there are more hugs and cuddling needed, more affirmation, more edification, more ......... love. I have spent much time talking to God about this and He has filled me up again and again, agreeing with my children, (of course :) ) and teaching me in His Holy Word about living love. I do not feel threatened, or defeated, I feel supported by God's grace and His strong right arm. I desire to be used by Him in every way, first for my husband and then my children, this is my calling, the highest calling, and I am willing. I am learning again to love these precious gifts more, with individuality, at all times, with God's help. |
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