Lonely

Well here is a very recent picture of me….look much better than I used to. Stress will do that to you. I saw my ex-husband for the first time in three years on Tuesday…seriously it was the first time I have laid eyes on him in that long. I’m happy to say I am completely over him. He looked good…but I don’t feel sad anymore. That’s a good thing. I think there is a part of me that will always love him. He was my heart for so long. I hope we can eventually become friends again….but maybe that is hoping for too much. I am separated from my husband now…I can’t handle the violence and abuse anymore. I never saw myself as an abused woman…but my friends helped me realize it. I still have a major problem feeling safe by myself. It really helps to have my college kids home for the next month. I love my kids so much. Just wanted to say hi.


