Yesterday was my birthday and it was a wonderful day.  I relaxed during the day and let the kids play.  Last night my husband took me out for dinner and we had a wonderful evening.  I did think of my baby some and that was sobbering.  Yesterday was the day we were going to ask to have a c-section so her and I could share a birthday.  Now there will be a special reminder in my heart always of my little girl I never met. 

Last night I was up 'til 3am thinking about my dad and my children.  I need to make some changes with our schedule.  Please pray that I will be able to implement them.  Life is getting a little more back to normal now and I just need to make the most use of all our time.

I was reminded on a friend's blog of my our need to please God as Enoch did.  It reminded me of my chief end - To Glorify God and Enjoy Him Forever.  I pray that I can better succeed in this area and teach it to my children.

I love you all, dear friends.

Mish