Mar. 26, 2008 - This is your life are you who you want to be? This is your life is it everything you dreamed that it would be when the world was younger and you had everything to lose?
As I sit here writing this and sipping my hot chocolate, gazing out my window at the hurried snow flurries, I look back on these last few weeks. I've gone through a lot. I've had to deal with lots of situtations. Some of them have been really hard and have cut close to home. One lyric keeps passing through my thoughts..."This is your life, are you who you want to be? This is your life are you who you want to be? This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be when the world was younger and you had everything to lose?" This just keeps reminding me of my friend who ran away and still is running away right now. Does she want to continue to waste her life away by running away from the people who love her and want the best for her? Oh... I can't tell you how much it hurts to write this and to think about this.
GAH. I can't write anymore.... Here's a song that describes me and my friend right now---
"Wish You Well"
Sometimes love, feels like pain, and sometimes I wonder if it's all the same, sometimes life, feels just like rain, cause you never know, when it's gonna
fall down on you
I wish you well, I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find yourself
Sometimes faith, feels like doubt, and sometimes I wonder if we'll even get out, sometimes life hurts just like now, but ya gotta know, it's all gonna
come back around
I wish you well, I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find yourself
find yourself,
I can't help you find yourself,
find yourself..
and we were sixteen at the time, nothing could ever change our minds, we were one step below invincible, and we always fought it, you've never been the
same, you were so scared to make a name, then you threw it all away, and i wish you'd come back now.
I wish you well, I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find yourself, I wish you well,
I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find you
I wish you well, I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find yourself
find yourself,
I can't help you find yourself,
find yourself,
I can't help you find yourself...
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