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wow it sure has been a while. hope everyone is good. life has been well ... life and i guess i leave that at that. i dont know what has been going on. i doubt any of this is going to make sence so .. dont bother trying. i just need to vent. i have so much running through my mind and im hoping that this will help. a lot of times writing things out will do it. but i havent done this in a while so what the heck why not. my mind feels like a rubber band. like some one is pulling and flicking it all around. makes for one awsome migrane. im havin some great shoulder pains too. my family is moving back to ohio .. i have no idea what im doing in that area. i dont necesarlly have to move with them. so i have A LOT of thinking and praying to do befor that happens. where ever i go i need to start looking at cosmetology schools. so thats something else. im so confused. my job is retarted. and i cant sleep. and my father wants me to call him ... no comment on that. and man i complain a lot. sorry yall !!! but im feeling some what better. my favorite song. its awsome. way better than my sob story! Jesus Christ by Brand New well Jesus Christ thats a pretty face, the kind youd find on someone that could save if they dont put me away well itll be a miracle do you belive your missing out? that everything good is happening somewhere else but with nobody in your bed, the nights hard to get through - and i will die all alone. and when i arive i wont know anyone - well Jesus Christ im alone again. so what did you do those three days you were dead? cuz this problems gunna last more than the weekend well Jesus Christ im not scared to die, im a little bit scared of what comes after do i get the gold chariot? do i float through the ceiling? - do i divide and fall apart? cuz my bright is to slight to hold back all my dark and the ship went down in sight of land. and at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?- i kow your comin in the night like a theif. but ive had some time O Lord to hone my lying technique i know you tihnk that im someone you can trust. but im scared ill get scared and i swear ill try and nail you back up. so do you think that we could work out a sign? so ill know its you and that its over so i wont even try i know your coming for the people like me but weve all got wood and nails and we turn our hate in factories weve all got wood and nails and we turn our hate in factories weve all got wood and nails and we sleep inside of this machine. |
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alright lets see... i havent been on in quite some time ... id like to get back into the habbit of pretty much every day. but things are difficult at the moment and they arent going to be getting better any time soon. so we shall see what happens. work has been going great and im in the process of getting more hours because i need them badly. i am even working tomorrow.. thanks giving from 7am-11:30am its not to bad. no one is here any ways. this will be my first thanks giving without all of my family. im really sad. and its going to be hard.its just gunna be me dad and the kids... but we are going up to ohio .. in december and i talked to one of my managers and she said that i could have the saturday befor christmas till the 4th of jan. so that is awsome.im not doin so good these days but im managing. such is life right. oh and i just found out that we are moving back up to ohio! in like march or april ... so im very excited aobut most of that. so thats a good thing. but other than that.. i dunno. so thats my exciting life folks. im not looking forward to waking up at 6 but ohhhhh well. i hope its kinda busy so i have something to do while im there! ha i love last minute shoppers! well as everyone at the store kept telling me today..... HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!! naaa.... HAPPY THANKS GIVING.. and thats what its all about .. hope yall have a great time with family and such!stay safe and buckle up!!! |
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well im happy to say i finally get a break from work and every thing. i worked 6 days last week... bring on the mulah!!! but i dont have to go today or tomorrow...im very happy today... i get to go to the chiropractor. i have missed my past two appointments because of work. so that should be good! i havent been doing much.. i really need to work on my website. but other than that... not to much is going on. its actually... quite boring now that i think about it!... i really need a car! thats what im working on right now... getting my licens and then getting a car. soooo hopefully that will happen soooooooooon!but yea. i think thats it. |
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this is going to be short! im soooo tired! i had to work tonight and it was crazy but my customers were very nice and telling me that i was doing a great job! i had a couple cranky ones tho! lol! so im ready for bed and its only 9:30... oh well! i have to work tomorrow 3:30-10:00... long day. me and my lil sis are the only ones home tonight so atleast its going to be quiet! ha! soooo....im going to go watch tv while i wait for my chinese to get here!!! yummmmmmmmmmm! i hope everyone has a great weekend! |
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i can never think of a good title.. oh well. whatever. so i see i havent been on for quite some time now. i try to get on every day and it just doesnt happen that way. things have been going pretty well with work and everything. i had to work on halloween... that was fun. i have to work 4 days this week including today. so i hope that will go better than tuesday.... my register was beeping at me alllllll night. it kept trying to tell me to close the drawer when ..it was already closed! it was crazy... you see my register tells me things. its awsome.and makes my job much easier. but other than that... my mom is in ohio right now. im not sure for how long. so im watching the two youngins while dads at work... theyre gunna have to tough it out for a while when im at work too. oh well ... im sure theyll be just fine! well id better go and get some things done befor i have to leave! |
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i started my job training today. it went well but i thought i was going to blow up the cash register. it kept beeping at me! hopefully it will go much better tomorrow... cuz wednesday i have to do the real thing (still as training) and then i will prolly start thursday. so please pray that i can do everything and remember the million and one things i have to learn lol. jk. its not that many. i think thats it. i have to go find some thing to make for me and my brother and sister for dinner. that should be fun! not! oh and one more thing....if you havent listened to the song on my blog... listen to it. its a country song so yall can get over it. its an amazing song and i always think about my own life when i hear it and i think about all the things that are so bad but also everything God has done for me. its just a great song. hope yall like it too! |
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well i have been pretty busy going back and forth to my new work. its a grocery store called winn dixie. nice place. i had to spend 50 bucks on a stinkin uniform. so that stunk. and i had to spend my saturday in orientation. that was big fun. it wasnt to bad the manager who gave it was cool and she made it interesting. so it was all good. i start my job training tomorrow . its monday, tuesday, and wednesday. its not to bad. im going to be a cashier so it should be to incredably difficult. well i hope not atleast. but oh well. a jobs a job right. and i get paid for the orientation and training ..im getting 7$ an hour. so thats a good starting pay. and i get my uniform money back! ha. hope everyone had a great weekend! |
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my computer wasnt working..stankin thing so i couldnt post this yesterday or the day before. ok so first of on tuesday...i went to the chiropractor and found out that i have missalingnement or some thing in my spine. the pics are of my neck. they took three xrays .. i will get to see those next week. but these are pretty cool! but they said they can help me and it can be fixed so thats good!!! and second thing is ... i got the job! yeaaaaaa. i went and had a drug test today .. i passed of course. and im going to be starting soon. so thats my other good news! so heres the pics of my spine... on my neck.its crazy! i will try and explain this... the last little green mark on the left side is what they are all supposed to look like. as you can see only 3 out of those 14 are correct. thats not good ... and is prolly why i get headaches and dont sleep well. The yellow ones are "mild" they are worse than the others. and i dont think you can read the numbers on the sides but the normal number is 0.00 and the biggest yellow one is 0.38.big difference. so there you have it. one of my many problems lol. i will let yall know how the xrays come back! |
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alright ... so i went roller skating on friday... nuthing unusual there. i go a lot and am very good. not to brag. i havent fallen in only the Lord knows how long and well... friday i fell. i landed right on my right hip. it hurt soooooo bad. nuthing is broke but ive been laying on the coutch since friday night. i could barely move or walk. i looked like a little old lady and felt like one to make matters worse haha. so its not so good. i have pain from one hip to the other and in my back.but im doing better today. i can walk with out an outragous amount of pain atleast. so thats a plus. but i have an appointment at the ciropractor tomorrow for my back (finally!!!) so i hope that will be good. and i have to go to my "interview" on wednesday ... but i have to walk to the store because my dad will have the van at that time. so thats not good ....but hopefully i will be well enough to walk. so yea i had a crappy friday the 13th. and the 14th and 15th at that. ahhh such is life! whata ya gunna do right? well i hope everyone had a much better weekend than i did!!! |
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ok so let me just inform you that i called back the store for my job and he made an appointment for me to come down on wednesday! heck yes so ... that is a good sign. they have a part time job open so hopefully i will get it! |
iiiits ffriday the thhirteenthh ....i...ii...im ... not scccared aaare y..you? *curls up in little ball in corner of her room and waits till morning* haha just kidding and i know yall though i was serious. im no chicken.... not a big one neway! have a spooktackulare (ha you liked that didnt you?) day!!!|
welllll..... ok so i called winn dixie... the store i applied for on sunday and talked to the hiring manager and blablabla and he told me to call back thursday. ok so it is now thursday and i called about an hour ago and guess what i have to call back again. huh. i dont know but i besta be getting this job after all this. haha. Lord please let me get this job! soooo im kinda nervous. i was the first time i called but now i just have to wait and i hate that! so im gunna go restring and tune both my guitars and do some laundry and hopefully 3:30 will come soon enough! ill let yall know how it all turns out! |
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alright so i have no idea why that link didnt work but here i am trying it again. so if it doesnt work ... uhhhh your going to have to type it in your self or for the more lazy ones you can copy and paste. that works to so ... what ever rocks your socks. www.freewebs.com/critter-keepers i really hope this works .... cuz im not going to be a happy camper if it doesnt . im going to be really mad and get frustrated and yell at the computer and so on. have a wonderful day! |
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allllllright .... so i finally got a not so embaressing amont of stuff on my website so its up for your looking. so yea thats about it i do belive since im still not feeling well. hope yall like it. Its got info about animals and pics. so its not the greatest. or to involved. its kinda just a practice round till we buy a web site and im going to have an online store as well. that will be tight ... but untill then ... this is what i got and im proud of it! so there.
here is the link! www.freewebs.com/critter-keepers |
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alright so i havent been on ina few days... cuz ive been sick! and its not so fun leme tell ya. im feeling better now... my voice is just very strange and im still a lil out of it ... but other than that all is well. ya know that niquill ... itll knock a sista out. kinda scary really ... i took three of those massive pills one night and i ended up waking up in the middle of the night cuz i couldnt breath very well so i was looking for a tissue and i couldnt keep my eyes open! they were watering cuz i was trying to keep um open and i couldnt. it was crazy and i didnt end up wakin up till like 2 in the afternoon! my goodness. thats some mayjor stuff right there and i dont advise taking more than 2 at one time cuz ive never had that happen while taking 2. i wonder if you could od on that stuff :-o oh dear. but neways theres my crazy story and yea hopefully i will be back to normal in a couple days. oh and could yall be praying that i get this job i applied for a ... Winn Dixie! im hoping i will!!! |
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ok so im really bored right now and dont really have ne thing to talk about so i will just put up a few pictures....
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this is a misqeto i squished on my wall and framed it!
this is me and my lil sis ... i love this pic!
this is me and the band Last Chance ... theres one guy missing ... and im holding that dude in the glasses! there awsome!|
i just put a new song on my blog so thats tight. i really like it. its by thousand foot crutch... so i dont really know what to write about. there seems to be too much going on in my little brain. i just have alot to think about... being a senior and all. so some things are just complicated. im not sure if i even want to go to college yet! ahhh .. im so doomed. not really but thats ok too. im thinking about maby going for business ... but i dont really need to go. so i have no clue what to do. i still have quite some time to think but it doesnt make it any easier. i can remember being in the fith grade and about to go to middle school. (i was in public school then) and hearing the older kids talk about college. and thinking ... i have tons of time to think! then ... BAM... time over. haha. so yea there are some of my thoughts. ive been adding quite alot to my website.... so i will be posting the link soon. not till i get more on. right now it would be embaressing lol. so there you have it. how... lame. |
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im such a boring writer. all yall usually write about something and poor lil me... i have nuthing to write about. how depressing. and just to give yall a heads up my spelling is a lil off today so dont hold ti agnst me. ok. so there is something i can write about! ... the chuch i go to now is starting a youth band and i have recently discoverd that i can play my guitar again. i sill have some truble with some of the chords ... because my finger still doesnt bend more than half way. this makes some things difficult and painfull. but im not one to quit just because im in some pain. so therefor (chris that was for you) ... i continue playing. my lil sis is singing so i can practice with her. makes things easier. i dont know when i will actually play... i need some help getting back into since i havent played in quite some time. so i will have to talk to my youth pastor. but im excited and i think it will go over well. and there is my exciting news. i... guess. and there is a lizzard on my window. man i wish i could climb a window and hang up side down ... that would be tight! |
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ok so i went to homecoming this year with my friend carley. i was her date lol. it was alot of fun and im glad i got to go ... i have a few pics... my cam is good but for some reason it dont work very well in the dark so i dont have any from the actual dance unfortunatly. but oh well i have the before dance pics. im so cute lol. i look like im from the 50s but it was tight and i love my dress. so its all good!!!
heck yes lol. it was on saturday... so i just got these and yes it was very early and no ...i dont know why it was that early! haha. ok well im done!
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ok so i dont know about you but i have sleep ensomnia.. or how ever you spell that and yea things get pretty boring when you cant sleep and nuthing is on tv. ok so last night at around 11:15 pm. so i went rollerblading outside. and talked to a friend on the phone. ohhhh can you say talent? multi tasker.. right hurr. so ne ways i havnt rollerBLADED in about 7 or 8 years... i rollerSKATE all the time tho. but i was a beast and was outside in the dying heat for about an hour and decided that i should do that every day. i enjoy and why not get some exercise when you cant sleep. hey it ended up makin me really tired and i got a great nights sleep! oh yea go me. ok so this was a pretty lame blog .. but what ever. we will all get over it soon ... and ... im over it. ok well all yall have a great day and .. dont do nething to crazy! |