• Dec. 7, 2006
Been tooooo long!
Long time no see, fellas!
It has been like months since I checked out this blog, my word, I beg your forgiveness. My abscence has a good excuse, school. Ew, nasty stuff. I've been studying for my SAT's and it's been crazy around my house because we're going to adopt another baby from Guatemala so, yeah...hectic.
How's everyone been? What are you doing for the holidays? Anything cool? A bunch of my relatives are cmoing in town, cool, but not really. *gack* I hate being asked "Do you have a boyfriend?", "Where are you going to college?", "Have you been giving your mother trouble?" blah blah, etc, you get the picture. I'm a private person, I like my stuff to be kept quiet, not that it's shady, it's just my business, you know? Anyhow, I need to scoot.
Leave me comments ro I shall weep.
byebye!
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• Mar. 15, 2006
Please, please join!
My news message board! It's just getting off the ground. It's intended for older girls but 13-ers can come too! It's Christian and girl oriented. 
http://bubblegumbaby.proboards67.com/index.cgi
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• Mar. 7, 2006
Stuff...
When I look at the stars, the stars, I feel like somone else. When I gaze at the stars, the stars, I feel like myself. -Switchfoot, Stars
How true........ *sighs*
I fee like writing. But I'm at a loss for what to say. There's so many words, sentences, thoughts,emotions, and life I want to pour onto this page. But my tongue and pen are frozen. I cannot speak, I can only look in wonder at the stars and dream of where dreams are born.
I dreamt of an orange sky, with purple clouds. I saw a black hole with universe inside and I looked down and saw that I could fly. I was so away from home, I cried. But, like the crow of the morn in the early day, his voice came to me like a call of truimph. There, I saw him, dashing over the pink foam, slashing and cutting them with his wicked blade. A smile on his lips, the wind in his hair, and love in his heart, for me. He saved me like helpless child, gentle and afraid. There he swooped and caught me in his strong arms I knew so well. He wiped away my tears and whispered hush in my ear. We are going to Neverland, and there's nothing to fear. I will fight pirates for you, and the Indians brave. I will keep safe forever. Oh, the cleverness of me.
Ahh, that is a bit of silliness, really.
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• Jan. 3, 2006
lalalalalalalala!!!!
I felt like updating again and simply pouring out my lil soul into text onto the web. rofl! I've had a cold for the past three stinkin days so I haven't been able to go out and beat up people and be annoying and ghetto as I ususally am. So, I've been kinda depressed with sitting in the house all day. I'm a very outdoorsy person, I loooooove nature! When I was little, I had my own little flower garden. It had tulips, daffodils, irises, buttercups, lily of the valley, and so on. I tended it carefully and I would fuss and pamper it like a old mother hen. Well, one day, a bunch of my Ahem so called, "friends" (whom, I'd like to point out, were the ones who made me watch that horrendous movie I mentioned before) and burned it to the ground. So, now it's a dusty dead little patch with a few weeds now. I remember how I cried and cried because I loved that little garden so much and I had hoped that one day I'd make it big enough for roses and lilacs. Well, it wasn't to be.
*SIGH*
Ah, life. It tastes so good when we're happy, and it's bitter as dirt when we cry. But, hey, we'll survive, aye? lol! I have and that's enough.
okedokes. I best be a-leavin, my mummy wants me off.
I love you guys!
hugs and kissies to you all!
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• Dec. 29, 2005
Christmas
Hello my fellow friends in randomness! lol! how was all of your holidays? Mine was great! I shall share it with you. On Christmas Eve, we had some relatives over and exchanged gifts. I got a bubble bath set from my aunt and uncle and a cool hockey helmet from my cousins! I ended up staying up really late because I went to a Midnight service at church which was lovely and then I came home and helped my Mom wrap gifts for my younger sibling's stockings and helping her make cookies so it was 2:00 AM when I finally hit the hay.
Then I was woken up by my little sisters at about 6:00 AM and I got dragged downstairs unwillingly by many excited children under age 12. We aren't allowed to wake my parents earlier than 8:00 at my house on Christmas so while the kids ran around, whispered, and poked at their presents, I went upstairs and took a loooong hot shower. Ahhhhh! It was bliss, I must tell you on a cold and unwelcomed morining.
So, then my parents woke up so all 13 of us began to open up gifts, taking turns. It took forever!
But I recieved from my parents:
Earrings
A POTC notebook
Candy
Junk food
Makeup
Hair scrunchies
The Titanic soundtrack
An Enrique Iglesias Album
A poster of Anakin in SW Revenge of the Sith
A poster of the Peter Pan 2003 version
A Titanic poster ( abeautiful drawing of Rose and Jack together)
Freaky Friday the DVD
My American Girl Felicity's hair fixed (because my 3 yr old bo chopped it off in Nov and I wept bitterly over her lovely shorn locks)
And lots of SW books! Maybe over 30!
So, yes, that's my list of gifts from my loving parents.
After all the coffee had been drunk and all the wrapping paper discarded, my family went into high gear in order to prepare for our evening Christmas party. We worked all aftrenoon and then around 7:00 o'clock, guests began arriving. It was a mixture of family friends, neighbors, and relatives. It was lots of fun! I wish you all had been there!
After the party, we put the little ones to bed and watched Christmas movies till 1:00 in the morning. And then I went to bed.
Yes, oh and then 2 days later I went to my dearest friend, Krista's, house and we exchanged gifts. She gave me a cookbook, Cheesey Fish ( a joke between us), and a book on Christian womanhood. I was delighted! I gave her a small bottle of cologne from Victoria's Secret called "Very Sexy For Him" which is her favourite smell in the world and also a poster of the cat Puss'n' Boots from Shrek 2.
We have relatives over right now actually and there are more gifts to give and to get. I also have severfal gifts for my friends which I cannot wait to give away! I love giving on Christmas, don't you?
Oh well, I must go! I love you all!
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• Oct. 12, 2005
hi
hey all,
*chew gum emphatically* man, this gum I'm smacking on sucks! it tastes like crud!
anyway, that was really random. guess what? ya know that movie I wanted to see, Cyberspace seduction? well, I found out it's not a movie it's a show! ain't that great? now I can go to my pal Laur's house and watch it whenever cause she's got cable, right. Plus, when I'm 16 I can buy the entire season on DVD cause my dad promised me that I can buy anything or watch anything on me 16th b-day! cool, right? anyway, omg, Jeremy Sumpter is so fiiiinnneee! i love that dude. he's like rad up the ying yang. seriously! http://www.lifetimetv.com/images/mo
lol! do I sound wacked out? well, i am cause I'm a lil drunk! rotfl! don't worry, Lia will come outta this thing alive. I guess I've been giddy lately. Even Krista noticed. Plus I've been kinda suicidal which a mental mix. Giddy and suicidal. I guess it's cause I'm just so mixed up with life that my emotions are tangling themselves up.
pray! thank you so much, mah peeps! *hugs and kisses*
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• Oct. 1, 2005
realization
Yesterday I watched a movie and it bothered me alot. It was called Cut My Wrists (rated R) and it was basically about this suicidal girl and her abusive boy friend. Her parents were neglectant of here emotional and mental needs.
It focased on alot of sins (particullarly legal and sexual such as drugs and rape). It was, seriously, one of the sickest movies I've ever seen. And I'm not one to freak out. I've seen all kinds of horror films and weird dramas and I've always brushed it off. BUt this time I couldn't. After watching it, I felt so gross.
They made everything look so dirty! I nearly puked afterwards. I was watching it at my friends house and I immediately started getting uncomfortable cause it started off with the girl selling sex to some weird dude. It was actually nauesating. I was shocked and I said, "Let's watch something else. This movie is crud (actually I swore *blushes*) But my friends said, "Naw, it's fine, girl. Don't get paranoid on us, man!"
So I stuck it out even though what I viewed that night horrified beyond belief. I didn't know people would be so sick to actually put something like that on camera for people to see. Theres already enough sin and misery in the world, why must we tape it?
Ugghh, I'm feeling pretty angry and scared right now. Plus kinda ashamed, I should've just stood up and walked out of the room if the movie bothered me so much. But no, I sat there like a moron, assuring myself that it was all ok.
*sighs*
Anyway, that's all for now.
Somebody comment please.
later,
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• Sep. 7, 2005
Q #1: What is your favorite meal of the day? Dinner, deffinately!
Q #2: What food do you love that others usually think is gross? Pasta Salad with tons of salad dressing
Q #3: What magazines do you get? AJ, 17, and Unto the Lord
Q #4: What is your most favorite article of clothing, and how often do you wear it? my black hoodie which says "The Force is Strong with this one" on the back in red letters, I wear almost everday
Q #5: What is your favorite animal? hmmm, horses probably
Q #6: What book are you reading right now? SW Episode III, Revenge of the Sith (ooh, so good!)
Q #7: Name one odd thing you have in your bedroom. a chip can, cause it's got Legolas on it! 
I hardly know anyone on here so I can't tag. *pouts*
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• Aug. 21, 2005
So this is love
Isn't love a funny thing?
I mean, one day you feel like you hate this person's guts then the next minute you're so wildly in love with them that even the mere sight of him or her makes your knees knock together and your heart beats a mile a minute and fireworks explode in your head and fill your mind with thoughts of desire.
One second you're screaming at them, face red , and madder then you've ever been in your life and then you see that broad grin and soft fearlessly direct eyes and suddenly you're kissing them like your life depends on it. *sighs*
Man, I tell you, it's like being on a roller coaster that never ends. Ups and downs constantly. *shrugs* But I must admit, I do like it. Very much! lol!
I haven't been up to much. Just getting all nervous about school and feeling sorry for myself. lol! Waaah! I don't wanna do school!
Well, Ciao my friends!
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• Aug. 18, 2005
Hi
lol! I joined Anne! I wonder if I'll ever have enough time to update this ever. *ponders* Oh well, it's so much like Xanga here! I was amazed how close it was, save 
hmmm, geeks! lol! jk! jk! I love you guys.
Well, I gotta bounce so leave me comments, whoever, ok?
I;m the new girl on the block!
