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I really wanted to accomplish SOMETHING this year. And, yes, I know I have, but sometimes you want to see something. I wanted to help my family with some of our debt. I wanted to share the love of Jesus in the community. I want to feel like the kids have reached a deeper level spiritually - actually the whole family. But right now I feel like we’re just struggling to stay afloat. Several years ago, a couple prophesied over us that we were on a raft and soon it was going to be like a cruise ship. And yes, that happened for a short time. Am I supposed to be thankful for that short time and enjoy my little raft again? Hmmm… So I find myself asking “Why?” For me I say what am I doing wrong? Do I have the wrong attitude? Am I not showing the love of Christ? Would I not handle the blessings appropriately if they came my way? So I want to look back and see how the Lord has truly touched my life in the last 6 months. Our house on Durrette sold. That’s probably one of the biggest earthy events. I was not sure it was going to happen. That took care of a lot of debt. My grandfather took the interest off of the money we owe him. That’s such a blessing. We’ve have lots of birthday parties, days of swimming, going to the beach, play days, and Kings Dominion (passes were give to us at Chriatmas). My husband’s job is secure. Our family is active and loving in our lives. We have a new furnished entertainment basement that we did not pay for. Matthew and I have started spending more time going for walks together. Church has had such a sweet presence for the last few months. I’ve had lots of time to relax and just read with the kids. We’ve enjoyed learning more about social medial together. And playing around with visual tours. Here’s a funny one! http://www.visualtour.com/show.asp?T=1581197&prt=10003 I’ve learned more about my community and am excited to learn more about the people and places that make Caroline a special place to live. I got to go to the homeschool convention and volunteer. If I had had lots of $$, I would not have done that. And I got to know some great people and be blessed from that opportunity! I had a fun time at my 15 year high school reunion! After all the planning and organizing, there was fun and laughter and strengthened relationships. I guess I could go on and on. It looks like I tend to see how blessed my life is or successful I have been when I look at my checkbook. I do not mean to do that. But there have been so many times where I could not get a haircut, or bless a family, or get something for the girls, or go to an event. Therefore I feel like we’re just struggling along. But look at all these wonderful things that have been provided! Look at the opportunities the Lord has provided to share His love with others! I am blessed! |
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